Damien Rocks My Socks (you've got to be kidding!) =P

2010-03-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

BACK!

2009-09-21T16:58:00.020+08:00

wooooooo!
jus got back from china ytd,
and it was super FUN!! =D
if you've got the chance, jus go for it.
under Youth Expedition Project (YEP).

2 weeks there, may seem to be long.
but it's damn fast, the time spent there fly pass jus like the wind.
one moment you're packing stuffs, getting ready to go china,
the next moment, you're alr unpacking stuffs..

all the fun, joy, happiness, craziness, new frienships, new experiences...
you jus can't get enough of it!
i'm dead sure that everyone is going to miss this trip very much..
but no matter what, it's gonna to stay in our heart even though it may not happen again anymore.
there are seriously too many stuffs to talk about this wonderful trip, but i guess if u wanna know more, experience it yourself =)

just some photos of this trip..

the 1 night stay over at a student's house.

we had a little camp fire with a small group of them up in the mountains.. and it was real interesting !

host bringing us around the village and one of the mountain field they work..

some nice and cute shots on the way back to sch

one the the land mark in 大田
some sort of a park, that you have to climb first..

drawn and given by one of the student there =)
it's nice isn't it?

when we were leaving the town..

this yep trip really rocks man!
u should really try it if u have the chance.
it may be a little tough, but after everything is done, you will sure be feeling the sense of achievement,
the innocence, kindness & happiness of the people there.
a trip not to be missed!

lols, sounds kinda like i'm promoting ppl to go do cip..

2009-08-31T18:49:00.009+08:00

SUP PPL!
finished 1st sem of poly.
wooo! time really flies man! make sure you remember this!

shall skip those whatever stuffs i did and such..
shall talk a bit more of a hobby that i kinda like.. which is taking photos!
enjoy my 1st piece =D

TanYuChuan
*click on the picture for a better view

just in case u guys thought that was fake.. =P

i know i know.. it can't be a photo taken from me huh?
coz it is jus too unbelievably nice isn't it? =P
but yea, it was taken by me ;)

i guess it gives different ppl different feeling..
but mainly, i feel that it gives u the feeling that there is definitely a door that will always be opened for you whenever one closes.
Just like how God plans for you. =)

To LOVE Is To Receive A Glimpse of Heaven.
-Karen Sunde

WOAH!

2009-06-23T16:32:00.002+08:00

went for training on sat,
got my new racket from coach,
and made a huge scene while trying to lock coach's car. LOL!
his car key has buttons like triangle,square and circle!
how in the world am i suppose to know which is to lock the car??
so i tried pressing the square one, and the car alarm sounded..
and everyone was like looking at me.. =.=''

sunday, went to church with Andrew.
had a kinda FATHERS' DAY sermon.
and i found the message real nice, not only applicable to your relationship with your father, but to everyone u LOVE.
There's this 5 LOVE Language that one can do to show that they LOVE this person,
-Words of affirmations,
-Quality time,
-Gifts,
-Serving each other
-Physical touch (7 age below) like hugs and stuffs, which is nice if u can do it with your parents even when you're older. =)
then went on to have our lunch at Manhattan in Plaza Sing,
Andrew was supposed to do a field trip down to a restaurant and finish up a report about the service, so he decided to head down there as Shawn was working there.
Had a nice time chatting with him over the lunch and after that he had to come over my house to finish the report.

went to sg flyers with classmates on monday,
not as interesting as i've went there before,
but it was nice hanging out with them after not seeing them for like one week..
had fun joking and playing around with them ;)

WOOOOOOO! =D

ouch!

2009-06-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

wooo! had lots of fun on these few days man!
had so much fun at the PlayMax event on friday and saturday,
it was GREAT! =)
though it was real tiring, =Y
but as long as people get the message, it's worth the effort man! =D

woke up on sunday, and found out my neck hurts when i jus simply turns it a little..
then had to suffer with the pain and go out.
went to meet some bros after church at kovan,
woo! it was real fun man!
though i lost many games.. ZZZ! =Y
but i guess it's alright as long as the main purpose is achieved =)

WOOOOOOO!

don't let yourself down!

2009-06-10T00:18:00.005+08:00

WOOOOO!!!
finally common test OVER!!!
YEA MAN!!! =D

i guess like what others will say when they leave their blog untouched for kinda long time..
which is something like, ' too many things happened throughout this whole period and it's gonna be hard to post everything about it.. '
and that's what i think i'm going to say, jus to cut everything short =Y

had lots of fun in polytechnic, and i can tell u one thing that everyone in poly will agree.
the time in poly passes very very very very very fast!
it's faster than a blink of eye la!
jus a moment and it's like the end of a new day.. aww man!

not sure if u guys notice, but i find the inspirational quotes shown on tv-mobile usually very meaningful and nice. =)
some such as those i'm gonna show below are one that allows u to stop your usual life pace and take a break, reflecting on yourself of your doings and actions..
so let's take a short break while enjoying the music and let the quotes below motivate or inspire you to a better and meaningful life! =)

Life without friendship is like the sky without sun.

To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.

It's not the load that breaks you down, it's the way you carry it.

When we set a goal, let's try to enjoy every moment of the trip along the way.

Finding fun in simple ways make the happiest days.

The real secret of patience is to find something to do in the meantime.

Love is appreciating to such a degree that you feel overwhelmed with joy.

Everything you do can be done better from a place of relaxation.

somewhere...

2009-05-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

WHERE ARE YOU???

really hope for the next chinese orchestra performance man!
wooo!

heart-touching!

2009-05-25T10:08:00.006+08:00

wooo!
ytd was real fun man!
went to church, had a good time with everyone.

then had to rush home to finish tutorial.. =Y
and i actually finished it within 1 hour as i thought i was going to be late for the
Ngee Ann Poly Chinese Orchestra performance later at night.

i must say it was a total excellence performance man!
with the last song ' ju hua tai ' ,
it was total GREATNESS! =D
it was super touching and you can really feel tears in your eyes when you're listening to it.
ending the whole performance nicely.

and of course, it's going to be a memorable day for me ,
not just only the performance, but also something that's gonna make me remember for as long as i can.

i will be waiting to see you again! =D

WOOOOOOOOO!

WOOT!

2009-05-19T15:01:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOO!
had 2 tests today,
Applied Statistics & Intro. to freight forwarding.
total disaster since it was kinda a last min thing. haha =P
but i think there shouldn't be any problem passing it. HA!

lazy to write out what happened these few days ,
and also find that it will be real boring jus writing about your every day life and stuffs.
so... yea, shall try to find something to post about soon.

coz i'm having class right now!!! =Y

OUCH!

2009-05-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

my wrist is super in PAIN!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!

TENNIS!

2009-05-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

decided to go for TENNIS! in my new stage of life.
in POLY!
wooo! =D

quoted from the tennis pamphlet,

" Aspire to Acquire the Desire that you Admire,
But if in the process you Perspire,
Don't Retire but Refire. "

TIAN XIA WU DI!!!

2009-04-25T16:51:00.002+08:00

wooooooo!
went to sch on friday,
classmates had a surprise celebration for me.
it was indeed real surprising since i didn't thought that my class would actually do this on the 5th day of our sch. =)
anyway, THANKS 1S01!
real glad to be in this class though i didn't wanted to go into this course in the first place,
let's hope we will all gonna stay united like this and bring happiness to everyone around us! =D

then did a project with my ASTATS team.
yes, u didn't hear wrongly, it's PROJECT! in the 1st week! like what?!?!??
kinda finished it and if i'm not wrong, we will have to present it next tue.
WOOO!

met up with wei sheng, kenneth and my team to go for the 2nd day of the pool tournament.
all i could say is i'm real sorry making such a stupid mistake that even a new pool player wouldn't even have made such mistake!
AHHHH!
so andrew had to cab down but didn't manage to play at all =Y

then we all went to have dinner at illuma, Manhattan .
had so much food ,
then we went home by mrt.
as usual, out of no where,
we would start playing TIAN XIA WU DI!
HAHAHA =)
laughing like crazy and feeling pai seh at the same time coz we're playing in front of like so many ppl in the mrt. hahahha!

WOOOOOOOOOO!

2009-04-23T00:44:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOO!
BIG DAY TODAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN CHAN! =D
sometimes i just can't stop feeling it's super cool to actually have u as one of my bro,
which most importantly, we share the same day of coming into this world.
thank God =)
woooooo!

took part in "Teensgames Pool Tournament"
today was 1st day and our team which consists of Andrew, Shawn, Wenhao, Yirong & Me
only had to play one match since one of our opponents forfeited.
and we waited for hours till it's finally our turn to play la!
so half-way while waiting,
we started playing tian xia wu di.
and everyone started laughing like crazy, or probably it's only me =Y
now it's finally our long anticipated match and the result was...
overall score of 3-2,
we won and moved on to quarter finals of group A .
that's real funny since we had only played one match and now we're in the quarter finals because apparently another team forfeited or couldn't play as well. =.=
day 2 is gonna be this friday and let's hope we can win this tournament! haha!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

BUSY!

2009-04-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

wooooo!
jam packed with many events man!

had orientation last wed, met classmates that are most probably be together studying for 3 years.
and then had this camp organised by my school student society.
it was super fun man!
with those games they had and stuffs we all had to do.
the night walk in NP ,
the dirty games we had to play, which made me real stinky,
and lots of other fun games,
of course, knowing and bonding with new friends! =)

then had chalet straight after the camp,
had to cab down to downtown east, in which the cab fare was $19.60. "NICE"
lucky i shared with joshua. HA!
reached there around 11.. and !
was surprised to see lots of ppl there, cause it was supposed to be a clique chalet, so i was expecting them to be jus in the room having fun , therefore i was kinda slow in going there.
but thanks to those bros that had this surprise planned,
firstly, the 13 bros in our clique, there's 3 birthday that falls in april.
Shawn's 23rd of April, & Shun's 24th of April. of coz, i'm 23rd of April as well!
so they actually invited our family members to attend the BBQ.
to think that i was late! i was super duper pai seh la! making so many ppl waiting for me! =Y
a pity not all 13 warriors were there.

then had this 'tradition' we had for all our brothers,
the smashing of cake on faces. ZZZ!
and i was hit hard on the table coz no one actually hold the plate up . freaking pain on my nose la!
then had lots of fun after that and some of us stayed behind for the chalet.
not a lot of ppl though, played some games in the room and some went home soon after that.
left 8 guys on sat and only 4 guys on sun.
Andrew, Shawn, Yi Rong & Me.

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2nd day of POLY LIFE.
wooooo!
it's real different from sec school life man!
but it's fun in it's own unique way. hahah

alright, i have to finish an assignment now !
so that's all till now,
God bless! =D

wooo!

2009-04-14T10:57:00.003+08:00

shall start on Good Friday,
was in malaysia, and went back to singapore just to go for the event in Living Sanctuary Church,
there was a competition which one of hougang sec's dance team (R.M.D) was taking part in.
met up with Nigell, Shun Jie, Fu Sheng, Hariz, Yi Sin, Desmond, Shi Ting, Wei Ze, Daniel, another Daniel, Wayne, there were kinda lot of ppl, forgot who's exactly there already.

wooo!
so now it's the R.M.D to perform,
and though they didn't make it to top 3, but i'm sure everyone who went agrees that they should be in top 3 if not, at least the 4th position.
it was nice and i bet everyone enjoyed it.

and after all the happenings in there, i actually went back to malaysia.
crazy fellow.

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so now on sunday,
went to AMK hub's cinema to attend the english 2nd service .
then went to the 'Good News Singapore' or something, in Indoor Stadium.
i must say it was nice with all the Planet Shakers' leading in Praise and Worship ,
and the evanglist's preaching.

went to serangoon garden to meet up with Aaron, Andrew, Shawn, Wen Hao, Yi Rong.
reached home at around 3 am plus i think. wooo!
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here comes monday,
met up with Shawn and Yi Rong at Hougang Plaza for pool.
then came Andrew, Jazvan, Jenson, Bernard, Nigell.
and most of us headed down to Yio Chu Kang's Sakura as planned ,
while Aaron and WenHao were already there.
had lots of fun eating while chatting.
though the food there ain't that great.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! =D

TIME!

2009-04-03T23:30:00.003+08:00

planning my time well is getting real hard to be done.
many things are coming up and clashes with some other stuffs.
but hopefully i will be able to manage my time well and get things well done.

orientations and FOC camp ,
school's starting,

not to mention the activites i'm taking on and about to take on .

wooo! just so wonderful man!
the clock's ticking and makes time never ever gonna back-track.

2009-03-30T12:09:00.000+08:00

SP has closed it's admission for this year..
crapz..
so now i'm going to study ISCM in NP then.
woooooo!

Save Me!

2009-03-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

being stuck with lots and lots of things in my mind lately.
looks like it jus doesn't seems to gonna stop any time soon, but it's alright man!
since i know it's gonna be great in the future.

as for my course in poly, NP has put me into International Supply Chain Management.
which is something i'm not interested in..
therefore, there's a BIG chance i'm gonna transfer school.
wooo! crazy huh? scored kinda good also useless . =.=''
hmm.. i guess if it's approved and discussed, i should be applying to go SP!

GOD PLEASE HELP ME IN SUCH TIMES WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST!
facing so many types of problems and difficulties each and every day,
and making me kept on remembering some stupid things i've done.

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!

FAITH!

2009-03-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

hmmm..
still course-less up till now, have to probably wait till end of march then i will be notified to some other course in NP, which may be some course that i dun like!
so before that happenes, bros and siss are helping me to get ready an appeal letter that i'm gonna submit straight to the director of NP's EE department.

WOOOO! it's gonna be so interesting & challenging man!
hopefully i can get into this course once AGAIN. hahaha

being busy these few days .. trainings, workshops, and some more..
but thank God for pulling me through all of these and in the future.

have learnt to thank God no matter what happenes
& trust God in everything, be it good times or bad times.
the faith in God!!

wooooooo! =)

use the window when the door is closed

2009-03-18T11:56:00.005+08:00

alright,
i dun feel bad anymore, thought definitely feel sian diao..
but it's okay, since i know God's gonna have a greater plan for me!

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

Jeremiah 29 :11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

so now it comes down to whether God wants to see how determined i am to get into this course,
or just that God has got another course for me which he wants me to be in..

we shall see the answer as time goes by.

WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

!#^&@#$!%&@^)#$)!@)&

2009-03-16T15:35:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE!!!
jus took the colour vision test at NP ,
and guess what?
i failed it! dunno freaking why i mistook a green and a red wire.
it's like... WAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
now i'm totally course-less!

had to fill in a form with 3 choices of courses that MAY BE available for me as my new course.
jus like some appeal form man!
GOSH!!!!!!
i'm seriously super duper sian and stressed up right now man!!!

got a laptop after that and tried to register for the freshmen camp, but as expected, it was full for today, so i guess if i really wanna go for it, i have to go NP real early.

WHAT EXACTLY IS GOD'S PLAN FOR ME MAN!!!!!!!
putting me into the course i wanted , and now closing the door just when i was about to step in.
AHHHHHHH!!!!!

i wanna shout out LOUD!!!!!!!!!!

BUSY!

2009-03-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

woo, it's getting real busy as days draw near to poly years!
with many other events going on as well,
it's gonna tire me out totally man! =Y

been taking part in Singapore Youth For Christ these few days for their 'poly serve'.
it's real nice to meet many other poly christians coming together from the 5 polys in singapore.
and not only that, they also teach you many important lessons to being a SAINT!
wooo! =)

and kinda left 3quarter-way today during 'poly serve' to go back to sch for a little bball training.
not exactly a training though, more of having fun and getting to have the chance to talk with many people back in sch.
looks like i've made a right choice to go back to sch today! =)

WOOOOOOOO! =D

You're Just So Beautiful!

2009-03-07T00:00:00.006+08:00

alright, dun really know what to post anyway.
so i'm gonna post the 1st song in my blog,
"Beautiful" by Jim Brickman Feat. Wayne Brady 's lyrics.

From the Moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked into your eyes
there was something about you
I knew I knew
that you were once in a life time
a treasure near impossible to find
and I know how lucky I am to have you

Chorus:
Cause I've seen rainbows that could take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Holding you in my arms
no one else has fit so perfectly
I could dance forever with you, with you
and at the stroke of midnight
please forgive me if I can't let go
cause I never dreamed I'd find Cinderella of my own

Chorus:
Cause I've seen rainbows that could take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Chorus repeat:
Cause I've seen rainbows that could take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...
Oh Oh, Oh no, I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

from the moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked ïnto your eyes...

gosh, im so losing it as time goes by man.

WOOOOOOOO!

thoughts!

2009-03-05T00:13:00.005+08:00

The most destructive habit, Worry.

The greatest joy, Giving.

The greatest loss, Loss of self respect.

The most satisfying work, Helping others.

The uglist personality trait, Selfishness.

The most endangered species, Dedicated leaders.

Our greatest natural resource, Our youth.

The greatest " shot in the arm ", Encouragement.

The greatest problem to overcome, Fear.

The most effective sleeping pill, Peace of mind.

The most crippling failure disease, Excuses.

The most powerful force in life, Love.

The most dangerous pariah, A gossiper.

The worls' most incredible computer, The brain.

The worst thing to be without, Hope.

The deadliest weapon, The tongue.

The two most power-filled words, "i can".

The greatest asset, Faith .

The most worthless emotion, Self-pity.

The most beautiful attire, SMILE!

The most sized possession, Integrity.

The most powerful channel of communication, Prayer.

The most contagious spirit, Enthusiasm.

The most important thing in life, Family.

alright, went out today with some warriors and met up at serangoon garden.
had a small gathering singing and some drinking.
it was kinda nice i guess, since it wasn't boring at all. =)
no one vomitted i guess, wooo!
not to mention drunk...

wouldn't have been so crazy if it wasn't for you.
O.o HA!

WOOO!!!

Heart Touching

2009-03-01T22:39:00.005+08:00

" Do All The Good You Can,
By All The Means You Can,
In All The Ways You Can,
In All The Places You Can,
At All The Times You Can,
To All The People You Can,
As Long As Ever You Can. "
- John Wesley

" People do not care how much you know until they know how much you care. "
- John C. Maxwell

" Everybody can be great because anybody can serve.
You don't have to have a college degree to serve.
You don't have to make your subject and verb agree to serve.
You only need a heart full of grace.
A soul generated by LOVE . "
~ Martin Luther King Jr.

Breath-taking!

2009-02-26T23:17:00.004+08:00

ohh wait!!
i have been put back into the match and here's the opportunity to show what i am really made of.

am i gonna grab this chance and step up?
or am i just gonna wait till i'm on form when the time's gonna be up soon?
the buzzer is gonna sound anytime from now on, ending the game in just a split second.
so will i step up and win this game?

should just let God decide that for me.
but at least i know i haven't lost the game yet. =)

WOOOO!!!

WAHHHHHHH!!!

2009-02-20T21:13:00.004+08:00

@#%!)@&!){#%!)@#$!@#

think i've lost my first game!
AHHHHHH CRAPPPPPPP!!!!!!

why is it that each time i wanna know more about what's happening in your life but just can't seems to even catch a fly
but now when i hear and see somethings , it is so surprising.

is it really time to give up? or just to make me much more sure about the feelings towards you?
making me know how much you actually meant to me.

maybe i should try flying off and see where the wind is gonna bring me.

wooo! feel real weird posting such things in here man. lols
but probably i should just write what's in my heart, at least it kinda makes me feel good too. =Y

WAAOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Life's sweetness

2009-02-19T13:51:00.003+08:00

10 meaningful sentences

1st sentence
there is no 100 marks of the other half, only 2 50 marks of both halves

2nd sentence
giving out your sincerity then you will get sincerity in return, but there's a chance you may get hurt completely
maintaining a distance can protect yourself, but it makes you forever lonely

3rd sentence
normally those who are willing to stay behind and quarrel with you, are those who truly loves you

4th sentence
sometimes it's not that the person doesn't care about you, but that you treat the person too highly

5th sentence
ignorance, sometimes isn't ruthless, it's just a tool to prevent yourself from getting hurt

6th sentence
if we have 1000 steps separating us, all you have to do is take the 1st step and i will walk the rest of 999 steps towards you

7th sentence
those who find happiness when you're down are your enemies,
those who find happiness when you're happy are your friends,
those who find sadness when you're down are the ones you should put inside your heart.

8th sentence
even if it's the word "believe", there's still a "lie" hidden in the middle

9th sentence
true friends, are not having endless topics to talk about when you're together,
but it's even when you're together, and not having any topic to talk about, you don't feel weird

10th sentence
friends, even if you see through your them, they can still like you

kinda translated it directly from chinese, may sound weird. ha!

woooo!!! =Y

choice that i have to make!

2009-02-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

what a tough decision man!!
AHHH!!! =Y
will i still have the heart to wait?
that's a question i wanna solve fast..
have been pondering this question for such a long time but just can't seems to find the perfect answer.

if i were given another chance, would i still fall for the same thing over again?
the feeling towards you, just gives me so many question marks recently.
Zzz!

this is so omgosh!!!
WOO...O...oo..o... =.=

2009-02-15T16:28:00.004+08:00

WOO!
sat was real fun man. hahah!
went to sentosa with Hariz,Danial,Fadly,Zi Yang,Saiful,Nick,Nabila.
kinda surprising since it's the first time going there with them.
but it was unexpectedly fun =)

played vball with them and was challenged by some adults.
of course, we made a joke out of ourselves while playing against them and everyone including the opponents were laughing like crazy. HAHAHAHA
then Zi Yang and Nabila went off.

while Danial and Nick were playing rugby, came this group of diffrent country friends that wanted to play with us.
heard 1 was from mexico, 1 from korea and many more. till there was 6
so we played touch-rugby with them.
and that was when we all perspired like crazy!
running around the game area and interacting with them.
it was super cool and fun as it closes our trip in sentosa.

showered and we went to the harbourfront food centre to have our dinner.
everyone was freaking hungry at that time and was dying to have some food.
and had quite a lot of chat with danial .
qouted from him, 'somethings are worth waiting for if you think it's worthwhile'
probably only he knows what that means but
wooo!! that definitely made me feel kinda weird now. =Y (maybe that isn't the right word to use, but nvm la. hahah)

nice going out with them and hope it does help improve all our friendships with all the fun, laughter and joy we shared among us

WOOO! =D

2009-02-14T00:53:00.003+08:00

today's kinda interesting day. =)
warriors who has got girl-friends came over my house to prepare a special gift for their loved ones.
which are hand-made cakes . though not all of them intended to give a cake, some wanted to make muffins or something else.

even if it's valentine's day, you can also give something to your mother right ?
like what i did, since some of them said that i have no one to give anyway, why not bake a cake for my mother? and alright, that's what i did then. hahah =P

guess everyone had fun preparing their special hand-made cake for their loved ones and of course, leaving a mess behind. not huge, but it kinda took me around an hour or so to clean up everything!
wooo!!! tiring man! =Y
but it's okay, since it's something that i will not regret about. =O

alright, good luck to all who's gonna have a tough time preparing everything for their loved ones and of course, no matter what you do, your loved ones are surely gonna appreciate everything you've done for them. =)
ENJOY!
&

WOOOO!!

FAILURE

2009-02-12T23:15:00.009+08:00

Failure marks the success of a new beginning.

does it?

or it's just a sentence that one creates so as to make others not so disappointed with themselves?

it could also be when your best just isn't good enough, just like what the picture said.

but since you have given your best shot, i don't think that's considered a failure.

i've tasted failure way too many times, which sometimes make myself wonder what on earth is making me move on.
self-motivation? encouragement from people close to you? religion? or probably many other reasons. but probably that's how you comfort yourself?

i've once heard from a friend that if you are one that has a 'never give up attitude', just ONE simple motivation from anyone is enough for you to keep yourself motivated.
i spent a long time reflecting on what he said but it just seems to me that one motivation is just not enough to keep one motivated . probably for myself =P

so i guess after all, it just comes down to religion. hopefully..
verses in the bible does makes one feel real powered up but could be easily forgotten.
and i'm afraid to admit, i don't remember verses. therefore sometimes i have to note them down in my phone. hahaha =)

it comes down to one thing i just remembered,
it's a verse in the bible that says if this gate is closed, God's gonna open another gate for you.
though sometimes it just seems to you that you just want to take on this path but failure's all you've got.
it could be that God's got another plan for you or could just be training you for the better and making you ready for the upcoming obstacle he has prepared for you!

it may seems to you that i'm just being optimistic, but isn't that what keeps one going as well?
if you're always pessimistic , isn't your world gonna be like always having storms and hurricanes? not gonna be able to see any rainbows , not to mention a bright sunny day!

therefore, no matter what happens, seek God and go to him.
for you may not know, the results can be very surprising.
and of course , remember not to look for God only when you're in trouble! =)

=.=

2009-02-10T21:28:00.002+08:00

finally met up with Zheng Jie, Yi Rong, Shawn and Yi Xuan for the search of jobs.
then somehow, there's only left me that is without a job. zzz..
Zheng Jie and Yi Rong went to the interview at a hotel first, and they got in.
so they notified us and we went to the same hotel.
who knows, when we reached there, the interview time was over!
wth =.=''
said that their interview time was only 3-5 and on every tuesday only! Zzzz!

so we went off to have our dinner then, and had carls jr .
d2mn, wasted my time going all the way to town for nothing ..
wooo!! what a day..

2009-02-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

didn't have much time ytd to post anything. but jus gonna have a short summary about ytd then. =)
alright! gym-ed in the morning with shawn, super long didn't gym already.. woo! tiring man! =Y
then went to have lunch at my grandma's house.
headed home
and some warriors met up for bball at buangkok court there.
actually it was at the bball court behind rosyth. but it was flooded with ppl. so we went off to buangkok court. and we actually jogged there =.='' (for nigell so it's okay i guess =P)

had fun while playing and went to have our dinner at nigell's house there after that.
zheng jie left and we met up with andrew.
finished our dinner and we all went up to nigell's house to have some fun over there while desmond headed home.
had some crazy and funny things going on in his house la!
hmm.. shall not elaborate on it. too much of a private and confidential. =X
wooo! and then we played some games till 6am. Zzz! =U

went to have breakfast and headed home. slept at around 7am!
omggosh, i think i've not been sleeping before 12am for at least a week or more. WAHHH!!!

so woke up at 3pm plus today, coz was real scared if i didn't pick up some calls. but lucky there wasn't any. phew! =D
now waiting for shawn or zheng jie or probably yi rong to call me since they're looking for a job now.
WOOOO!! =)

TIREDNESS!

2009-02-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

WAH!!! super tired now. being kinda long since i've posted something . =U
shall start with tue. a long post since it's a 5 day thingy. HAHA! =Y

Tuesday, 3/2/09
had dunno what, forgot what it was.
then night went to stay over at nigell's house with andrew and wenhao because it's gonna be the clique chalet the next day! Wooo! =D
slept around 3am because of the LONG match between Roger Federer and Rafael Nadal in virtual tennis . LOL!
and i lost. Zzz... =Y

Wednesday, 4/2/09
woke up at around 10 plus. had to rush off to kovan's wet market to the shun family's seafood stall. picked up some seafood and bought some extra meat and we all headed back to nigell's house to wait for his father kindness act. =)
to fetch us all to the chalet and acting as the one above 18 to check into the chalet. (stupid rule) =.=''
who knows, after so much trouble, we are being told that we have to produce the ic that is being used to book the chalet. like what???
omgosh! but it's okay, coz i was playing psp all the way. hahahha! =P
had steamboat for dinner with everyone and it was enjoyable =)
played till 3am plus i think.

Thursday, 5/2/09
woke up by li qin and jia ying as they wants us to eat the breakfast they prepared.
it was okayyy.. haha =P
and then we all went to rent bicycles to cycle to changi village to have our lunch. crazy idea la! when no one actually knows how to go! ZZZ!
the lady boss told us around 30-40 mins should reach the village, but we actually took more than 3 hours jus to reach there! crap la! =Y
we can't even rest much there and not to mention eat much cause it was going 6 and we're gonna have bbq at night. so it was like , no reason for us to go all the way there jus to have our LUNCH.
then we started our way back to the chalet and found a short cut back ! WOOO!! =D
had lots of fun during the bbq and they actually started a water war in the chalet.
it was total madness when the war was going on and lots of funny things happened. hahahahah! =)
played cards and drank some alcohols. ended with a puke . ZZZ!
slept at around 5 or 6am i think.

Friday, 6/2/09
had to check out at 10 , so we all had to wake up early. but some guys including me woke up at around 930. lols!
had to rush a bit but managed to get everything done fast. but we had to wait for the worker to check the chalet then we can check out. so while waiting, some went to sleep. including me again! haha! =D
missed the shuttle bus at 1055 when we were there at 11. Zzz..
sneaked into a chalet and found lots of coca cola in there and everyone started to drink. hahaha =P
finally the bus came and we all got dropped off at pasir ris mrt. took a cab with wenhao and andrew.
reached home , unpacked and slept at around 1.
then we had to wake up to meet for anna's bday at pasir ris park. ( we're going back there again! omgosh! ) Zz!
met up with shawn and nigell at hougang interchange, and we all met up with the rest on the bus to downtown east. had my somewhat 2nd meal on the bus as andrew tookaway food for me.
reached downtown east at around 8-9. forgot what time. haha.. =P
because anna's bday was a bbq celebration, so none of us wanted to have bbq food again. and we decided to eat something else b4 going there. had my 3rd meal in justacia. WOO!
then we all headed over to anna's bbq pit. quite a lot of ppl there and somewhat had a little of my 4th meal there. woo! that sounds kinda tough but didn't really feel full till the end when we had to finish the leftover noodles. zz..
then decided to take a cab home with aaron and shawn. so we 3 went to toilet first and we walked somewhat a short cut out to the main road.
on our right side was the swampy area in the park, and left side was the Wild Wild Wet.
and i started to talk about some imaginery supernatural events that may happen in WWW.
such as the sound of the bicycle in WWW moving and many ppl shouting when it was during mid night! WAHH!!!
then we all started to feel super scared and pulled it each other just in case anyone of us run away. lols!
aaron then wanted to show me a video of a portugal real supernatural car incident.
and of coz i rejected watching in the beginning. HA! but still watched it in the end. zzz! =Y
slept around 3 plus .. WOOO! =X

Saturday, 7/2/09
woke up at 11 plus. zzz!
had to turn up for some event organised by the condo commitee. met some neighbours and i suggested to the chairman to build a basketball court or put up a ring or something! WOOO! hope it will be accepted! =D
went to God father's house after that as there was gonna be a whole family gathering at his house. from 2pm till i left at around 12am. woo!
now i have to rush off to andrew's house to celebrate his bday.
i was in charged of the bday cake and i was late! HAHAHAH! =P
but didn't cut it till we all wanted to go home. phew! =)
had a different way of celebrating some1's bday as we all had to each bring something there, not present, but some food there.
it was super tasty man! =D
slept at around 3 plus again!

super tired now !! WOOO!!!

2009-02-03T22:05:00.003+08:00

WOOOO!
have finally found an answer to my question! =D
so it's gonna be that one and only path for the hurdle i'm planning to jump for the next 3 years.
tough choice and tough decision... =Y

alright, it's kinda of funny,
but i'm gonna be on tv once again! =P
特写 today, they are gonna replay it once again ,which was shown probably around 4 years ago.
wooo, that's real long ago man!
but anyway, kinda of excited to watch it once again since it was the young yu chuan. LOL!
catch yuchuan 'not' live on tv tonight and you're so gonna be laughing your ass out. =.=
ENJOY
&
WOOOO!!! =D

STUCK!!!!

2009-02-02T23:27:00.001+08:00

HELP! ZZZ..
went to ask about some study information, and i'm real stuck between two choices.
not gonna elaborate on that =Y
so now i'm very stressed over it. damn!! ='(
hope God's gonna show me some final answer soon man. have to make my choice real fast!

then went over to nigell's house after that to meet some warriors & one in-law =P
they've just got the stuffs ready for the chalet on wed. WOOO! =)
reached there and watched a little bit of the AUSTRALIA OPEN and played a little of mahjong.
went dinner with the rest who didn't went home and we went back to nigell's house,
and we actually played 'game of life' . lol, it was kinda funny.. =O
had some supper after that and went home.

GOSH! i'm still feeling real stuck when i'm writing this post man! AHHHH!!!!!
makes me feel sleepy. =U hahaha =P

2009-01-31T13:56:00.002+08:00

alright!
up till now , have heard of some of my good friends going to Ngee Ann Poly as well. WOOO!! =D
that's d2mn cool and let's hope it's gonna be fun as we all start our next hurdle of 3 years poly life together!

went to one of the basketball coach's house to bai nian yesterday. it was nice seeing all the fellow basketball-mates since it's been quite some time we all see each other.

and had some fun with some warriors as we all went over to aaron's house to bai nian at night.
his mother invited all of us over to have some dinner and also a gathering for all of us. =)
nice of her =)

gonna have some church bros and siss coming over my house later on and then i will be going to one of the bro's house later at night to have a gathering as he will be going off to vietnam for attachment on sunday. Good luck & Bon Voyage! =)

nothing much interesting things happened up till now today, let's hope there will be some later.

WOOO!!! =Y

2009-01-30T12:21:00.002+08:00

WOOOO! it's been quite some time since i've posted , didn't really have the time to use the computer.

since it's CNY season, have been going ppl's house to bai nian and staying over at some warriors house . many enjoyed but a few didn't i guess . =Y

more bai nian-s will be going on this and next week and let's hope not only the ang baos getting more but also the relationships between everyone be better =) hahaha

alright! posting for 2009 JAE is out today! and i've got into my 1st choice man!
WOOO!!! =D
Ngee Ann Poly's Clean Energy Management .
hmm.. the sad thing is up till now i have not heard of any of my good friends getting into NP as well.. ZZZ..
so anyone?!?

2009-01-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT!
it's CNY in around another hour. =)
not sure being so excited and joyful is because of the gatherings or the ang baos.. hahah =P
probably both i guess.. =)

went to church in the morning as usual, and i actually attended 2 services cause somehow got scammed. lols .. so it was kinda boring since it was the same speaker. =Y

then went out a while with fellow bros and siss in christ and all of us went over to one of the sis house to have fun.
and got my 1st ang bao for this year there. =P

left early and went to my grandma's house to have the reunion dinner.
wooo! it's been quite some time since i met up with all my relatives. and it was nice seeing them once again =)
ate freaking lot of food during the dinner and had a good chat with some cousins
after that everyone left home to get themselves ready for tmr's ang bao collection day! HA! =D

reached home and got to see the news for a few seconds and got to know 1 amazing news!
there's gonna be an eclipse tmr!!! WOOO!!!!
we may have super powers tmr man! HEROES!
let's hope i find out the timing for that and able to see it. =)

HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR! and GOD Bless! =D
WOOO!!!

2009-01-24T19:15:00.002+08:00

Friday, 23 Jan

overslept, therefore didn't managed to meet up with those who are going back to sch for CNY celebration. =P
reached sch and found them all up at the back of the hall watching the concert. and actually saw yi rong wearing the same top as me! =.='' haha
only managed to watch a little bit of the concert and the celebration ended, so we went down to celebration wall and saw fu sheng, hariz and saiful.
had a good talk with them since we all didn't see each other for a long time and hambali came along not long after. =D

then had lunch in sch and played a little vball while waiting for the bus to come as there is going to be vball matches later on and we're going to support them as usual . =) hahahah
bus was coming at 1 plus, and we started waiting in sch since 11 i think. =U
was kinda boring while waiting 1 o'clock to come.. ZZZ!

finally the B girls match started, and woo! it was okay-ly nice. =)
then there was also C girls match after that. it was my 1st time watching them play and they're pretty good.. even though they lost, but everyone who came to support them can see that they had did their best and gave a good fight. =)

then the warriors(bernard,wenhao,yirong,andrew,fusheng,me) went off to hougang point to have a little lunch and then went off to amk mrt to meet the rest of the warriors as we're going to celebrate Bernard's bday later on.
12/13 warriors turned up and 1 even brought he's gf along. haha =)
and we all went to novena area to have a steamboat dinner .
(sad thing is that we didn't buy a cake for him =Y)

and after that some of us went to andrew's house, to jus have a place to go since we all had no ideas where to go next.
then 4 went home while shunjie,shawn,desmond and me stayed over at his house to play games.
super duper tiring as we left his house at around 7 and i nearly missed my stop when i fell asleep in the bus.

WOOO! and AHHHHHHHH!! =Y

Today

didn't went out today, cause need to do the CNY house cleaning =U
cleared many old stuffs and kept them neat and tidy =)
and started using computer since evening. hahaha =Y

WOOOO!!!

2009-01-22T23:29:00.004+08:00

WOOOO!
went out today in the morning to get CNY clothings.
supposed to meet 9 at amk mrt station. weird timing la!
since there isn't really any shops open when we reached far east at 11 plus.. =.=''
met up with wen hao and yi rong, had breakfast with them and we met up with bernard at orchard.
got quite a lot of clothings including a bag and a pair of shoes..
leaving my pocket with a BIG BIG BIG hole. ZZZ! =Y

then had a basketball gathering with some of the warriors&in-laws( zheng jie, wen hao, bernard, yi rong + gf , desmond +gf ) and lost to some nyp strangers funnily. lols..

Alright!

JOKE OF THE DAY:
bernard, yi rong, wen hao and me were on bus 70 back home.. then came this topic of which hospital we were delivered in..
yi rong and wen hao both said KK hospital but changed to mt. elizabeth or some other hospital, cause they couldn't really remember..
as for me, i said i forgot..
and guess what bernard said, while we were talking about the mt elizabeth hospital or something, bernard suddenly said he was delivered in mt. EVEREST hospital.
all of us suddenly stopped talking and was like, huh? mt everest? and everyone started laughing like crazy. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!! =P

2009-01-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

wooo! forgot what i did on monday, so shall just skip it. =P

TUESDAY!
supposed to meet 8 at hougang mrt to go jurong east swimming complex with some warriors =)
but i actually left house at 8 . hahaha =P
then called shawn while running towards kovan mrt to check out who else was late , and found out yi rong and zheng jie was late too . so i called yi rong to check out where he was, and realised that he was going to be much later than me, SO... i took my time and walked to the mrt
weeee ;)

reached Chinese Garden mrt and we all had breakfast over there . was kinda an expensive breakfast and then came a joke of the day.
nigell actually thought that the coffee shop sells a breakfast set meal called ai'er mian bao. but it was actually ai xin mian bao. LOLS! =.=''

alright, then we were all on our way to the swimming complex,
but before we all went in, we're all talking about whether there was even going to be anyone in there. since it was a weekday morning. =Y
and sad to say, there was indeed no one in there , or should i say probably only the life guards are in there... zzzz
but lucky when we're buying the tickets, some ppl were going into the swimming complex, not to have fun, but to use their swimming pool.

had quite a lot of fun while we were using their facilities . and the best part was when we had this 1 on 1 float fight. was super fun until the guard stopped us .. ZZZ! =U
but actually it was a good timing as i was taking on yi rong at that time and i was losing!
hahahah =) so it was a draw in the end =D

had our lunch at the complex and some of us went to support our sch's vball team.
this time we were not late! wooo! and yea, watched the whole match then went to hougang point to get some food and drinks..
while waiting for zheng jie, i was HIT by a PIG on my sun burnt shoulder. =Y

alright, then went to the badminton court near yi rong's house and played some vball with andrew, nigell and zheng jie. learnt 1 vball move but still couldn't get the hang of it yet. =(

went to aaron's house after that and met up with wenhao , shawn , bernard and yi rong at his house. had some bonding game with all of them (i hope) and that's for the day.
WOOO!!!

TODAY!
met up with zheng jie, shawn, andrew, bernard and yi rong on the train to bugis to shop for CNY clothings.
reached there and went to find a place for lunch. as always, had some trouble even on deciding where to have lunch and decided on seoul garden .
ate pretty lot of food and by the time we got out of there, it was already 4 plus. O.o

walked around in the junction and went over the street to shop. kinda wasted our time since none of us actually got anything out of there. then when it comes to where to head next, we had no idea again.. ZZZ!

someone suggested playing arcade and we all went there.
yi rong actually spent around 20 plus dollars i think which he spent 13 dollars on the catching toy doll machine with no result and the rest on the DISAPPOINTING maximum tune. hahahaha =P
andrew spent around 5 dollars on the catching toy doll machine and had nothing to bring back too.
zheng jie spent around 2 dollars playing the bball and as for me, around 3 dollars.
hehe =)

had dinner at burger king and we all headed home after that.

WOOOOOOOOOO! =D

2009-01-19T13:33:00.000+08:00

went to church in the morning .
first off was the currently combined sunday class. wooo, it's a little boring to start with, was about history of my church since it's going to be renovated soon. but soon realised that i have to join in the 'research' to have some fun. lols.. =Y

then to the service, it's alright as usual and found the topic this time round rather interesting.
THANKSGIVING,
saying thank you isn't all just about being polite, but it also includes things such as respect for the person and being grateful to the person.
and soon leads to you thinking that, did you ever thank God everytime he does something for u? be it something to your delights or dislikes?

not only stopping there, there is this story being told,
there was this little boy who ran away from home just because his mother nagged at him and told him to do things that he didn't like.
so he ran away from home but forgot to bring any money out to have his lunch outside.
as he ran and ran, he passed this eating place and stood outside looking at all those delicious food being served to the customers. as everyone in that town knows each other, the boss of this eating house invited that little boy in and treated him a meal with a cup of drink.
after eating, the little boy was so grateful to that uncle and thanked the uncle for giving him such a wonderful meal , unlike his mother.
when the uncle heard him saying such things, he bent down and came close to this little boy and said, all i've done is just giving u only ONE meal and you're being so thankful to me. but what about your parents? they've not only provided ONE meal but too many meals that can't be counted.
edited a little by myself. lols =P

so it comes to let people think and reflect on themselves whether they did appreciate every little things others have done for them, especially God .

alright, then andrew called me to tell that they were going into sentosa soon.
CRAP! i forgot about the birthday celebration for Jenson over at sentosa today! and i'm wearing jeans and shoes without bringing any change of clothing!
with no choice, i went there to meet them with jeans and shoes and then they told me Jenson can't make it . =.='''
nvm... so i played with them in jeans and it was quite alright i guess. hahahah =)

had some fun and we all headed over to AMK central to have some steamboat.
and it was totally sucky, each person was entitled to only 1 plate. 1!!!
there was not much food left and their attitude was real bad at the start. ZZZ!
guess i still have to THANK them , probably for nothing. lols =U

WOOOOOOOOOO!

2009-01-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

woke up kinda late today, and went to meet shawn for lunch at a kopitiam near serangoon stadium.
after that went back home and slacked a while, cause ate too full =X
and went to gym after that. Nigell came along soon after, but jus came in and have a CHAT with us as we're going to have a bonding gaming session with others later at serangoon garden. HA! =P

finished the games and everyone wanted to hav dinner together. and we actually walked 1 whole round around the circle to find a place to eat as chomp chomp was packed with many people as usual .. zzzz
and everyone was like joking all the way and laughing out loud...
then we walked pass this restaurant selling chicken rice, we somehow stopped outside the window and stared at this chef slicing some chicken. the chef looked super stunned and we were all like laughing and imagining ourselves pointing our fingers at the chef and laugh at him.
LOLS! =D

finally decided to have dinner over at macdonalds and sat with nigell , bernard and wen hao.
while waiting for nigell to get his meal first, i saw the tv in mac and wanted to have some fun like last time. sent something to the chatting system available on the tv and this is what i said this time round..
NIGELL, this is the msg i've sent and i know you're so gonna love this ;) and sorry bernard =Y
( " I love nigell neo wei lun! from bernard goh jing hang *with the kissing face* " ) HAHAHA! =P
waited for the msg to show up, but as expected, it didn't show up in time.. zzz =(

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2009-01-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

Alright.. i've successfully changed my blog skin! wooo!
but there's still some things i don't know how to change. Zzz!
should be able to get it all done with the help of Zi Yang.

kinda had some fun today, with some warriors (Nigell,Yi Rong,Andrew,Zheng Jie)when we went back to sch and also when we went to support the vballers.
were already late when we reached PHS and they were already finishing the match. zzz..
so we only managed to catch a glimpse of the 2nd set and it was over.
therefore can't really tell much about their performance. hahahaha =P

went back to sch and they played some vball and as for me, chatted with some frens and i guess that's about it for today. haha =Y

WOOO!!! =D

2009-01-13T11:44:00.000+08:00

WOOOO!!
it's all over!
Secondary School Life.. woo! :'(
got back my results and it was kinda good i guess.
though i actually expected a little bit lower. haha =P
English :C5 wanted a B .. zzz
Combined humans :B4 hmm.. alright with it =)
E maths :A2 okay....
A maths :B3 shockingly O.o
Sci(Phy/Chem) :B3 wooo!
POA :B4 gosh! this is real lousy.. after spending lots of time studying it..
Chinese :A1 =D haha, at least one's that is best!
THANK GOD!

compared results with most of the warriors and we all went over to yr's house to discuss where to go next..
jus hope that none of us are gonna retain and move on to the next hurdle together =) WOOO!
BUT before that, Zi Yang seems to be more excited about my results more than me la! =.= LOL!

alright.. now comes to the decision making time!
i'm STUCK with the 12 choices i have to make!
1st: Clean Energy Management (Ngee Ann Poly)
this is all i have in mind right now.. which clearly i can't jus put only 1 choice =.=
which i can't even WOO about it.. zzz!

Damien Rocks My Socks (you've got to be kidding!) =P

BACK!

WOAH!

ouch!

don't let yourself down!

somewhere...

heart-touching!

WOOT!

OUCH!

TENNIS!

TIAN XIA WU DI!!!

BUSY!

wooo!

TIME!

Save Me!

FAITH!

use the window when the door is closed

!#^&@#$!%&@^)#$*)!*@)&

BUSY!

You're Just So Beautiful!

thoughts!

Heart Touching

Breath-taking!

WAHHHHHHH!!!

Life's sweetness

choice that i have to make!

FAILURE

=.=

TIREDNESS!

STUCK!!!!

!#^&@#$!%&@^)#$)!@)&